Today, I realized I am fat. This is probably on account of the dreaded Freshman 15. Ha! More like 35. I have been eating entirely too much, and have decided to cut down from probably about 3-4000 calories a day to 500 or less but never more than 1000. Today is the start of a long journey to get back to where I once was and hopefully below. This shall be the record of that journey, and really, it will be more of a journal of sorts. It shall be where I come to post my self hating thoughts and what I've done to lose today. Wish me luck.