Forgotten Reminders

Listening to Fucking Perfect by P!nk and got flashes of all the food I'll be missing out on if I continue this diet. I just realized that I can no longer go out to eat. I dread the level of self control I'll exhibit should I visit any kind of buffet. No more mexican restaurants the chips alone will put me over 500 calories. I can no longer eat turkey legs. What about when I go home for Thanksgiving? If I don't eat then, my family will definitely know something's up. Honestly, this is no longer really about the calorie counting, but more about how much I can control myself.