Burning Hunger

Today as far as the calories goes is the same old song and dance as yesterday minus the ramen which puts me at about 450 for today. But today was different...I began to feel the beginning drags of hunger and fatigue. As i write this, I fight lingering feelings of hunger that permeate my gut. I know I can live like this for quite a while, especially since I have a sizable store of fat...anyway, I'm on a one track mindset and nothing can derail this train of thought.

Forgotten Reminders

Listening to Fucking Perfect by P!nk and got flashes of all the food I'll be missing out on if I continue this diet. I just realized that I can no longer go out to eat. I dread the level of self control I'll exhibit should I visit any kind of buffet. No more mexican restaurants the chips alone will put me over 500 calories. I can no longer eat turkey legs. What about when I go home for Thanksgiving? If I don't eat then, my family will definitely know something's up. Honestly, this is no longer really about the calorie counting, but more about how much I can control myself.