Off the Wagon

I kinda dropped off the face of the dieting world today by eating. A lot. I won't bother counting...its too much, but I will be back to counting again tomorrow. I need to practice more self control...

Fat Fail

I was doing so well today until a friend offered me spaghetti...and it went downhill from there. It's hard to this quick from the lifestyle and eating patterns of a pretty hearty guy who admittedly loves his food to that of what could essentially be considered anorexic. I started the day off with a can of oysters at 170 calories and then I ate about 2 hours later a bowl of ramen at 210 calories (noticing any staple foods yet?) which put me at 380 for the day and I was perfectly content with not eating for the rest of the day...then a (female) friend offered me spaghetti she cooked herself and who was I to refuse (AHEM) and so I ended up eating about 460 calories in that...thank goodness I didn't eat seconds, but it still gets worse. So for now I'm at 840 calories...Then my roommate decides we are going to McDonald's where we split a 20 pc chicken nuggets and we each had a frappe, which probably was well above 500 calories. I honestly probably ate a lot more than that. I call today a fail, but I will not eat any more tomorrow than I need to. This is the trying time if I can make it through this, I'll be golden.

Burning Hunger

Today as far as the calories goes is the same old song and dance as yesterday minus the ramen which puts me at about 450 for today. But today was different...I began to feel the beginning drags of hunger and fatigue. As i write this, I fight lingering feelings of hunger that permeate my gut. I know I can live like this for quite a while, especially since I have a sizable store of fat...anyway, I'm on a one track mindset and nothing can derail this train of thought.